Forgiving yourself is an opportunity to get rid of pain and anger that has built up over time. Forgiveness moves you from focusing on a past hurt into the present. You may not forget the hurtful event, but you can move on with your life.
What can a person do when he/she apologizes to someone they've hurt but that person refuses to accept the apology? It can be devastating for an apology to be denied, but another person’s forgiveness of you and your actions doesn’t have to determine how you continue to treat others—and, ultimately, yourself. Of course, that’s no easy task for many, considering we’re infinitely harder on ourselves than anyone else.
“When we break our own standards, a lot of times we won’t let ourselves ‘off the hook,’ so to speak,” says Dr. Enright. “Self-forgiveness is not a free pass to keep up the nonsense. It’s to restore your humanity to yourself, as you correct [the damage you’ve done].” Read more of Dr. Enright's self-forgiveness advice in a publication called WELL + GOOD (the premier lifestyle and news publication devoted to the wellness scene): How to Forgive Yourself for a Big Mistake—Even if No One Else Will.
Here is a link to the website The Forgiveness Web where you will find a list of quality articles on self-forgiveness. And here is a link to The Fetzer Institute website where you will find many good self-forgiveness resources including advice from the Dalai Lama and others.
Find a Helping Professional - If you want to find a psychologist or other helping professional to work with, check out this informative fact sheet from the American Psychological Association called How to Choose a Psychologist. Keep in mind that looking for a therapist is a lot like dating. You have to meet a few different ones before you find your perfect match. Here is another helpful list of 13 Therapist-Approved Tips for Finding a Therapist You Can Trust.
With that information in hand, you can then ask your physician or another health professional for a reliable psychologist or counselor. Call your local or state psychological association. Consult a local university or college department of psychology. Ask family and friends. Contact your area community mental health center. Inquire at your church or synagogue. Or, use one of these services to find a counselor in your area: 1) The American Psychological Association’s Psychologist Locator service; or, 2) the online directory of counselors maintained by Psychology Today called Find a Therapist.