Ask Dr. Forgiveness
My boyfriend and I have had a rocky time of it lately. I asked his forgiveness and all I got back was a lot of anger. How do I handle his anger and how can I get him to understand that I want his forgiveness?
First, you are showing courage by asking for forgiveness. So, please realize this. Second, your boyfriend is near the beginning of the forgiving process (anger is part of the beginning) while you are very far along on the seeking-forgiveness path. Please see this discrepancy between where you are on your path and where he is on his path. There is nothing wrong with both of you being at different places on your respective paths.
I would urge you to be patient with him and see that he is just at the beginning of forgiving. It will help if you express understanding to him. Let him know that his forgiving is his choice.
When you see that his heart is soft toward you, gently—gently—bring up again the idea of his forgiving, with the addition that you know it is his choice and that you are willing to wait for him to get used to the idea of forgiveness.
With time and perseverance, he is likely to join you in the process of seeking and granting forgiveness.
My father is always working. He sees nothing wrong with this, but I am resentful because he is putting all of his energy into work and little into our family. When I told him that I forgive him for his absence, he said that I am wrong, that there is nothing he has to apologize for. Is there anything you would suggest I do to move him toward seeking forgiveness and changing his behavior?
You might want to first ask him how his own father behaved in this regard—the balance of family and work. If his own father overworked, which I suspect was the case because your own father sees it as normal, then please ask your father how he felt as a child when this happened. The similarities between his own feelings as the child and your feelings as your father’s child might become apparent to him. He then might be ready to seek forgiveness. Even if his own father balanced well family and work, first forgive your father and then have a heart-to-heart talk with him (after you forgive him) about what you see as unfairness here. I would use the word “unfair,” not in an accusatory sense, but in a sense that this is the truth and you would like him to see this truth.
Why do you think so many people get mad at the idea of forgiveness? When I mention forgiveness to some people they seem to tighten up and want nothing to do with it.
In my experience, there are two basic reasons why people bristle at the word “forgiveness.” First, some are actually confusing the term forgiveness with other terms such as excusing, caving in, being a wimp, and automatic reconciliation without protecting oneself. In other words, they actually are not upset with forgiveness but with a misunderstanding of it. Second, some people are so resentful of others that they want to push forgiveness under the rug and not discuss it. As long as they do not try to prevent others from forgiving, then this is their choice, which may not be their final word on the matter. In other words, some day they may change and want to try forgiving.
I am a very reserved person, kind of shy actually. I need to ask someone to forgive me, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. Do you have any suggestions for me so that I can get this done?
You already are showing courage in wanting to ask for forgiveness. So, please be aware of that. You do not have to ask face-to-face. Have you thought about starting with a mailed letter or email? In this way, you have the opportunity to write out what you did, why you think it was unfair, and your awareness of its effects on the person. You can then write out the apology and ask for forgiveness.
I have forgiven a friend for rude, inappropriate behavior a couple of times and he keeps at the rudeness. I am beginning to wonder if he sees my forgiveness as weakness. Should I hold back on forgiving the next time so that he gets a different message—that I really mean it when I want him to stop the rude, mean ways?
I think the issue here is reconciliation rather than forgiveness. You can forgive from the heart and then, with your anger diminished, ask for fairness from the other person. As you stand firm in the request for justice, you are giving the kind of message that I think is your intention, that the behavior is inappropriate. So, consider forgiving as soon as you sense anger arising in you from the injustice. Then have reconciliation in mind by pointing out the behavior that you would like to see him change so that you can again come together in mutual trust.
